As has been stated, no one here can help you.
Those that are in recovery can. You can find them at meetings in your town. Going thru treatment may be optional. Attending meetings is not, if you are serious about your sobriety.
And remember, there is only one thing that needs changing if you want a new drug free life. And that, boys and girls, is the super secret question of the day. Answer it correctly and the duck will come down and give you a prize.
Groucho Old Men.
Jay
Oh! I almost forget. The answer to the secret question is everything .
