My mother always blames am acting as her enemy right from my childhood as early as a one year baby. She quotes this complaint whenever i give my positive opinion about others. Am actually telling whatever i feel and to make her feel that people around her are not letting her down but ultimately she feels am letting her down by supporting others. It reflects in all aspects and has developed a hatred for me as i feel now. when i tell her that am not so and asking her to trust me, she again aggravates thinking that i blame her of offending me. My family members like my dad and my younger sister who is 2 years younger to me also support her views. I dunno what's happening around me. Am going mad questioning myself. I feel am right. The most adorable person in my life is my mother. Am afraid I'll start hating her. Let me explain with one issue that she often quotes. Once when i was 10 years old, on a morning i had 1 tender coconut before breakfast and she had 2. when i asked for more i was denied. so it seems that i asked my mother " why shouldn't i have one more, when you can drink 2". She had taken up this as an issue and always tells that am always treating her as an equal competitor and not as a mother and how dare i can question her so. Please give me an answer. Am truly going mad. Recently during an argument i burned my skin with iron box.
