to jkgrandma. The thing that scares me the most is the fact that I,ll never be ready to get this colonoscopy. A man on yedda told me that I would be asleep thru the whole thing and that after it,s over I,ll wonder what I was so worried about. I,m going to AA like I told you, but I don,t think it,s going to do me any good as long as I have this extreme fear