my boyfriend and i just broke up and i feel pretty stressed,i want to let go of him because he has hurt me a lot in life,he always makes me take blame for every hiccup that we have and believe me i am tired.We are not in talking terms and it feels like we are toddlers,we both stay in the same bilding iand i really want to let go.i dont want to act like some obsessed teenage freak.He knows that i love him so i thinhk he is taking advantage of that,even when he hurts me i always pretend i am fine just for the sake of saving our relationship from arguments,in his eyes i feel like he thinks i am desperate.I still love him but i want to prove him wrong,show him that i am a surviver.He does not deserve me.I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WAYS I CAN LET GO AND LIVE MY LIFE.He has kept me in the box for too long.
