I really need some advice of what i should do about my life.

You are in this position through no fault of your own. You are doing what you can and no one can ask anymore of you. You are blessed with a woman who obviously loves and wants to be there for you. She is not looking down on you so why should you? She is doing what she is supposed to do, taking care of you. Allow her to take care of you. That’s what you do when you are in a relationship. In time your SSI will come through and then you will be able to contribute financially. Don’t beat yourself up. It can ruin your relationship. Just let your girlfriend know that you appreciate her. It’ll work out just be patient.

There are many online educational opportunities, and with your disability, you would certainly qualify for both state and federal aid.  There are many jobs that you could do from home once you have an education.  Look into the courses online.  There are so many options to look at.

It can be very frustrating feeling like you are a burden, but, I would be willing to bet that your girlfriend only sees the love in you ~ the best in you.  Try not to think of yourself as a victim.  You can do more than you think you can.  You just have to be proactive and look for things you can do.

I wish you nothing but the best.

Your girlfriend won't care if you don't bring home the bacon. Seriously. Most women don't. They do care that you try. And you obviously want to try. As Skitch said, there are many opportunities for education online. And there are job opportunities on line. My ex wife's (we're still good friends) husband does some kind of telephone sales from home. It's possible for you to contribute to the household income, which you obviously yearn to do.

Hey how are you doping today?look here baby there are people that wish they had people that would give them the same treatment that you are getting .just remember this god knows any and everything. way before it happens. if you it sounds like you feel that you can loose her any day now. well sit back relax and lets think for a moment. what can you do to show her your there with her today we will try to post something knew for you every day.if they agree how about today get some rose peddals,candles,have a candle light dinner waiting for and talk to her about how your feeling remember all the goodtimes. and the most funny times. and far as your ssi call and find out what is going on because sometimes they have the wrong adress , or may have already mailed it out . but what ever you do even if they don't approve you appeal it within them 90 days. because eventually they half to pay you back all that back pay.think about it if you filed 6 months ago that's already 8,867 dollars. baby trust me the saying is true it get's gravier later. but she loves you.And like Mr.jqna said don't beat your self up she loves you.put it like this it takes two inrelastionship not one so just continue to do your part .and don't worry about what every body else think. of course just us HA!HA!HA BUT NO BABY KEEP LEAVING DON'T LET THIS WORLD GET THE BEST OF YOU  TELL YOUR GIRL KEEP IT GOING

This is wisdom again i'm sorry for the misspelled words. Fast typeing i get so excited when i can help someone such as your self.