You are someone, You are someone that God loves.. Depression and anxiety will make your whole body feel sick , I've had mental illness Since age 20 , That is 21 years now .. Please get help now when you can Here I am wanting to be married man And to have kids and a Wife to brighten my day And make me feel like somebody , I want make some girl smile so she smile back at me , I want a girl to hold close to me , So she can feel my love too..
It is hard for me , Cause there is not many females who want a guy , Who has no car, Who only gets SSI Income money , Most females want a guy who works And who has a car..
Mental illness is a sad thing, I keep asking God to give me a miracle But I see no such thing I have been on many medications , It is not easy cause most medications , Have caused me side effects ..
Get help now for yourself , STOP HURTING YOURSELF , STOP BEING BULL HEADED, GET THE HELP FOR YOURSELF NOW and YOU CAN NOT LOVE ANYONE UNTIL YOU LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF, YOU ARE SOMEONE , YOU DESERVE LIFE..
How would you like to be in my shoes , NEVER WORKED just temporary summer jobs, NEVER DROVE a CAR ..I either use public transportation or I walk to where I want to go ..I got a sister But she does not call to ask me if I need to go anywhere (store, to take a ride ) She only wants time for her time , She can go for weeks without calling me, SHE HAS A LITTLE GIRL , SHE CAN'T HAVE A MAN , CAUSE SHE IS A GOLD DIGGER, SHE IS NOT AFFECTION , BUT I AM AFFECTIONATE , SHE IS NOT A LOVING PERSON BUT I AM VERY LOVING..
I've learned to smile and go on with life And not worry about things But try to help myself the best that I can ..Ask me if my life will get any better ? I wish I could find someone just who would accept me..
I keep asking God , You give drug addicts kids But You can't give a decent guy like me kids , I keep asking God , You give men girls, to guys who don't derserve them , But keep saying Oh God what about me? Why can't I find love and happieness And be a father to kids ? Why can't I find love in happieness And be a husband to a girl who will accept me..
Please do something for me , Get help and Get counseling , Get on medication, Don't let your world stop , also, turn your sadness into happieness , Stop feeling sorry for yourself , Wake up now before it's too late
God Bless You