I live in the mid west, Michigan, male 60 years old and single. I believe a person can be born gay with gay feelings. Gay feelings and thoughts are not a sin, the act is the sin. Iam a christian and believe in the teachings of the Bible. The Bible say's sex outside of marriage is a sin. Iam single so I understand how a persons can be craving for sexual release. Masturbation is normal and not a sin. I suggest you use masturbation to release your sexual feelings. Contact a christian pastor in your area for guidance and help. We are both getting older and death is a natural part of life. If I break my vow of celibacy and go back to my old sex life I once led I fear what would happen to my soul on judgement day. Hell is for eternity, a time with no end. I will keep you in my prayers.God bless. Robert