I have the huge crush on my best friend for at least 8 years I told her about my crush on her and she fine with it. She only sees me as a friend and I rather let it be that way. She now is recently bi curious of the same sex but she isn’t sure if its envy or sexual. As for me I am bi sexual and what I don’t understand is that when I have a wet dreams about her or dating her in my dreams I wake up scared and freaked out. When she told me she has unsure feelings for me I just didn’t believe it although I don’t want to because I am afraid what will happen. It’s like I want her but then I don’t I like it the way it is but I want more from her. I don’t understand it I know she just see me as a friend and she might not like me in that way but why do I freak out if she does??
if we did hook up i am mostly afraid of
1 her and my parents (Religious)
2 we are best frinds for 10 yrs
3 what if it'll change everything
but i know we wont be a "we"...but i just want to understand my fright
