I like one of my collegur in my office who is married and a soldier. I have a fiancee but I am not totally happy with him. I never wanted to tell my collegue that. But in a party I told him that and kissed him passionately. After that he tried to explain me taht is not right. BUt I cannot forget him. I am gonna crazy. I know we cannot be together but I want to be with him. His wife is going to be with after 3 years of separation. I like him. He is that man I dreamed always. I just want a chnce to meet him again. How can I forget him. I just want to atleast hug and kiss him. What is that all regulation when my heart burns all the time. help.
