i grew up with 5 brothers so it was a little ruff on me. i got pushed around enough that i became one of the guys so i can defend myself pretty well. i like to watch sports and talk shit and all that good guy stuff but im mean. not just a little mean, im mean sometimes. to believe i was sweet when i was a little kid, is almost impossible. but i have a new boyfriend and im mean to him sometimes. i wanna bring that sweet little girl back. being mean to him makes me mad at myself making him feel like im mad at him. how can i bring the sweet girl back? how do be i be sweet to my boyfriend? i wanna change and be sweet. im tired of being mean to my boyfriend. i am nice and sweet to him every once in a blue moon but i want it to be a nice, sweet girl now.
