Crunchy, Mona is with you now and will always be to such a degree you will probably feel and hear meows and paws going pitter patter on your shoulder and her whisper in your ear from time to time but in time, I hope you can love another pet as you did her.
I don't know your age, you you seem to be smart and very loving and I'm sure you know that all animals go to heaven because they have never, and can never do wrong things like people do. She is in Heaven playing with millions of other kittens and they are probably having having cat fights(laugh). She loved you and God did not let her suffer. Her spirit left her when she died in the bathroom and went to a verybeautiful and happy place. She will only have good things happen to her and she will be telling all her friends about you and what you did together.
When you hear her meow at you, meow back(not in school or church though). Get another pet when you can feel like you want to and if you want to and its a girl name her Mona too. I had a dog die and his name was Peanut. I got another puppy in November and named him Peanut too. They are alike in a lot of ways, but are different breeds. You can e-mail me at jbrown5126@aol.com. She is doing great, now you have to too. Will be thinking of you.