I just need some courage in my decission to divorce. My husband were cheating on me since day one from marriage I only found it a year ago. I went through a lot of hell and pain to a point where I try to commit suicide. The when I woke up in ICU I felt ashame cause I was selfish. I never had the gutz to divorce I'm to soft hearted. So I met someone and it did not work out and threat to tell my husband if I dump him. I did dump him and admitted to my husband. My husband start swearing at me and gave me bad names. He took met out of my job and now because I told him about the other man he refuse to support me. The divorce is in process but I have nowhere to go so I cant move out. He verbal abuse me and my kids and humiliated me in front of people. Although I caught him out several times when we where still sleeping together I forgave him everytime, although he denied that he did anything wrong. Now that I have admitted what I have done I'm all these ugly names even personal things he hurt me with. He wants to destroy me know? Does he still love me like he say he do?
