im a fulltime student and i am taking a beak from school for a week because my grandfather has cancer and the doctors says he has days left.I want to b with him every second but its so hard just sittin there wtching hmgo thru pain.i want him to go but cantbe selfish....because onc god takes him he wont be in anymore pain.i cant take death i dont have a strong heart.....at th sametime i am holding my family together because sincall this sit is going on my family been underlots of preasure....everybody wants to argue with everyone!!!!help give me advice and im pregnant by the way they dont know.