Unfortunately, one's memory often retains the bad stuff. Unless one is an alcoholic.
You must decide that this bad stuff is just stuff that happens in life. Did you learn anything from these events. Other than being sick keeps me from doing what I had planned to do and allowed me to feel like $$$$. Even if you cannot find any redeeming feature in these events, you need to go with the flow. Are you so special that these things should never have happened to you?
We, as children of GOD, are all special, but it rains on everyone.
Jay
