Hi Ant Lynn, No, I know you are not pushing pills. There was a fellow who left a comment here pushing pills. I reported him to yedda, and he got thrown off, along with all of his pill pushing comments. Now, forget about was was said to your ssi worker. That is done and over with. The important thing is to get you the proper help that you need. I still want you to talk to your psychiatrist again, and explain exactly how you have been feeling, and that you want to try a different med. The doctor will listen if you really start talking. Once you are feeling better, than you can ask your psychologist why s/he said things that weren't necessary. If you are not comfortable with the answer, you can always find a new psychologist. But it is important for you to be on the proper medication, and feeling better first. Please post back here again soon and let me know how things worked out. I will be thinking about you.
Rose Red