Hi! He is probably hidding the fact that maybe he is gay, from you and his family. I once went through a time when my friend was going between me and another girl, she was there first, but he lied about having a girlfriend. By the time i found out that the girl was actually his girlfriend, it was too late for me to give up. I went through miscarriage and grief just as you have. I found it best to let go and move on with my life. I got an extra job to help with letting go. Just as soon as i was getting on with my life, here he comes, wanting back in. I did let him back in, but, i was more careful and more demanding of my feelings. It worked! I was more of a fighter. I gave him an option, get it right or leave me the hell alone! Love you or not, i have myself to think about. I guess i knew that he loved me but was stuck on some dumb junk. We got married, and have a girl. Do not sit at home and cry. Get out and do exciting things. Dont give him the satisfaction of seeing you depressed,red eyes from crying, etc. Let him keep doing the crap he does. Dress your self up on a daily basis, put on your lipstick, and hold your head up high. Oh, and if you see mom and dad, dont be ugly, say hello in the most up beat way. You never want to disrespect any ones parents. If he loves you he will return, if not keep on stepping cause there is always someone that is looking to fit in where he provided space. And, dont be mean to him if you go on with your life, say hello, cause if you dont, that only lets him know that you still want him. If you are like me, it never hurts to be a private eye to find out what you already suspect. Its all about your happiness! Belive me, i know.
